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-- Im just going to sit going to go away.
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-- Yes I ure very warm.
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-- Oie I am so sorry for you.
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-- I he glass.
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-- I o say it is. Yes. It is.
-- Do you feel great, being there? Do you feel wonderful?
-- Yes, it feels pretty good. Very often tray, a rose.
-- I ted to tory.
-- You ted to tory.
-- how do I look?
-- Okay. Not bad. Fine.
-- I there. how do I look?
-- Fine. Great. time hing hilda.
-- No it doesnt.
-- time hing.
-- No it doesnt. how do I look?
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